The Magic Of Believing

So after yesterday's 'typical woman' rant, I have come to the conclusion that I must surrender and stop focusing on my beloved.

They say that the twinning energy is one of 'mirroring', so if my focus is on him, his focus is on him, lol.  Makes sense but when you are all up in the mix, feeding off of the energy you feel when you are with your Beloved, you lose track of space and time.  Nothing really makes....it is just you and them and you forget about all of your tools, your lessons, yourself, lol. 

Last year, when I decided to just let all of this twin flame shit go, I had a feeling that as soon as I did, he would come back.  That is exactly what happened....Why? Because I decided to focus on ME! So, naturally, energetically, emotionally, spiritually, etc., he felt the same and moved accordingly.  This is not to say that the Universe did not also step in to move him in a drastic way.  I guess both the Universe and I were just tired of waiting, lol.  I guess that is how things go sometimes.

Today, I am in a different type of mood.  Today, I realized that even though I get messages about our union and how it is going to be better than either of us could possibly imagine..........I realize that my job is to have faith in those messages and continue on my path no matter what he is doing!

What he does is not my business.  But let me explain.....If I continue to worry about, think about, torture myself about what I think he is doing, I miss out on the things I should be doing and my growth.  I miss out on strengthening my connection with my team, myself and the Universe....I basically miss out on the gift of life and my mission.  No one is worth missing out on that stuff............NO ONE!

So, I have decided, that no matter how challenging this phase may become, no matter what is triggered for healing, no matter what comes up to the surface that I have to face.............I know that there is magic in me believing that one day, very very very soon, all will come to fruition and it will be better than you could ever imagine!

I believe in the messages I received about my beloved and I.
I believe in the vision I saw of my beloved and I at the gates of Heaven, holding hands, as the gates open in front of us to a party in celebration of our Divine Alchemical Union
I believe my beloved when he told me we will be together
I believe my beloved when he told me that he is in love with me
I believe the Divine is working towards our protection, union and fulfilment of our mission to humanity
I believe we will make it

I know all of the things I believe are real and true!!! 
I feel them in my heart and soul!

My beliefs create my reality! I am a master manifestress!

IT IS TIME FOR ME TO REALLY START MANIFESTING!